My sister is gorgeous (and down from her college to visit) and has always been so and it makes me sooo mad because she has no confidence since she gained some weight. I'm like, "you aren't fat so chill out" Hellof guys are always checking her out but she's gone from "im so hot" to "im so not." And as a forver wallflower, ok looking girl it makes me angry. I'm like if i was as pretty as you i would strut it but nope, she doesnt and i have nada to strut so it annoys me to death. Like we hung out a long time friends party for a half hr and hellof guys were like, "hey" in that i think youre cute way to her and im like, "really?" and she has a huge crush on this guy, but would not drink cuz im there and underage thus she felt tres awkward so she made us leave, (even though hes liked her for like 5 years) and she was like "hes so cute! i wanna kiss him" so im like "turn this car around, lets head back and freaking kiss him! life can be a movie if you make it one!!!" BUT NO! now we're back at home.. :(
AND tomorrow is the memorial for my ex-aunt's husband who's passed away at only 36 which is, of course, horrible but im like, proof of why you should live life. You can die or find out you're dying at any moment. And he was a great guy with three kid, one who is 7 and one who is 2, so death doesnt freaking discriminate, which it totally should, how fair is it that a great guy has to battle cancer for 6 or so years and a rapist/murderer lives to 90?? COME ON GOD! show a little kindness here!!! RIGHT?
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